Wednesday, April 26, 2006

Scary Blog

*IMPORTANT! DO NOT READ IF YOU DO NOT CARE BECAUSE U WILL JUST THINK I AM A FREAK*

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here goes:

sometimes life is so depressing. u cant make ur own desisions about things. i hate this world. i wish there wasnt so much pressure on me.

Y DOES EVERYONE ELSE GET TO HAVE FUN WHEN THEY WERE YOUNG AND I WAS THE ONLY ONE STUCK IN MY HOUSE TRYING TO LEARN CHINESE PINYIN?????????????? okay, mum tells me its good for my future and if i work hard now, i will have fun later.

Y DOES EVERYONE GET TO GO OUT ON THE WEEKENDS NOW AND I HAVE TO BE STUCK AT HOME EITHER DOING HOMEWORK OR GOING TO CHINESE SCHOOL AND NORTHSHORE? okay, mum tells me its good for my VCE and if i can get into a good uni, i will have fun later.

but what if in the future.....................

Y DOES EVERYONE GET TO CHOOSE THEIR OWN UNIVERSITIES AND DEGREES AND IM THE ONLY ONE STUCK IN SOME STUPID POSH UNI THAT MY PARENTS CHOSE FOR ME?? okay, mum tells me its good for my future and if i can graduate i will get a good job, then the fun finally begins.

but what if later.............................

Y AM I UNDER SO MUCH PRESSURE TO EARN MONEY AND KEEP UP IN MY WORK AREA? Y MUST I LEARN TO MANIPULATE PEOPLE JUST TO GET WHAT I WANT? Y AM I IN SUCH A STATE THAT I HAVE NO SOCIAL LIFE? okay, mum tells me that if i can find this job i will find a good husband and then i will have fun for the rest of my life.

but what if......................................

Y DID I MARRY THIS PERSON? I DONT LOVE HIM! I WANT TO BE WITH THE ONE I TRULY WANT TO BE WITH! THIS IS SO MUCH TORTURE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ILL NEVER HAVE FUN FOR THE REST OF MY LIVING DAYS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i wish i can just jump into a deep freezing lake and dive into the depths and never come back...........................................

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Sunday, April 23, 2006

Injection

injection today

injection=ouch
injection=sadness
injection=pain
injection=me dislike
injection=a pain in the bum, or should i say arm?

:"(

i dont like injections

*goes and cries under covers*

Thursday, April 13, 2006

Personality Summaries

hey fellow french fries! look below and find the month u were born in and see if the personality descriptions match u! :D

JANUARY:>>Ambitious and serious. Loves to teach and be taught. Always looking>>at people's flaws and weaknesses. Likes to criticize. Hardworking and>>productive. Smart, neat and organized. Sensitive and has deep thoughts.>>Knows how to make others happy. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Rather>>reserved. Highly attentive. Resistant to illnesses but prone to colds.>>Romantic but has difficulties expressing love. Loves children. Loyal.>>Has great social abilities yet easily jealous. Very Stubborn and money >>cautious.>>______________________________________

FEBRUARY:>>Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and>>clever. Changing personality. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest>>and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when>>restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Showing>>anger easily. Dislike unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely>>shows it. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizing dreams and hopes. >>Sharp.>>Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside.>>Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Learns to show emotions>>_________________________________>>

MARCH:>>Attractive personality. Affectionate. Shy and reserved. Secretive.>>Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity.>>Sensitive to others. Loves to serve others. Easily angered. Trustworthy.>>Appreciative and returns kindness. Observant and assesses others.>>Revengeful. Loves to dream and fantasize. Loves traveling. Loves >>attention.>>Hasty decisions in choosing partners. Loves home decors. Musically >>talented.>>Loves special things. Moody.>>_________________________________>>

APRIL:>>Active and dynamic. Decisive and haste but tends to regret.>>Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention.>>Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people's problems. Brave and>>fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Emotional.>>Aggressive. Hasty. Good memory. Moving Motivates oneself and others.>>Sickness usually of the head and chest.>>_________________________________>>

MAY:>>Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp>>thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep>>feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no>>motivation. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. >>Strong>>clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good>>imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts.>>Loves traveling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many >>children.>>Hardworking. High spirited. Spendthrift.>>_________________________________>>

JUNE:>>Thinks far with vision. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and>>soft-spoken. Having lots of ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, >>tends>>to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and>>humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Talkative. Daydreamer.>>Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Abiding. Able to show character. >>Easily>>hurt. Prone to getting colds. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. >>Seldom>>shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Brand conscious. >>Executive.>>Stubborn.>>_________________________________>>

JULY:>> Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood.>>Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation.>>Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful.>>Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody >>and>>easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never >>forgets.>>Dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and>>mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving.>>Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges>>people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. >>Loves>>to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Likes to be>>quiet. Homely person. Waits for friends. Never>>looks for friends. Not>>aggressive unless provoked. Prone to having stomach and dieting problems.>>Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover.>>_________________________________>>

AUGUST:>>Loves to joke. Attractive. Suave and caring. Brave and fearless.>>Firm and has leadership qualities. Knows how to console others. Too >>generous>>and egoistic. Takes high pride of oneself. Thirsty for praises.>>Extraordinary spirit. Easily angered. Angry when provoked. Easily jealous.>>Observant. Careful and cautious. Thinks quickly. Independent thoughts. >>Loves>>to lead and to be led. Loves to dream. Talented in the arts, music and>>defense. Sensitive but not petty. Poor resistance against illnesses. >>Learns>>to relax. Hasty and trusty. Romantic. Loving and caring. Loves to make>>friends .>>_________________________________>>

SEPTEMBER:>>Suave and compromising. Careful, cautious and organized. Likes to>>point out people's mistakes. Likesso to criticize. Quiet but able to talk>>well. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed.>>Trustworthy, loyal and honest. Does work well. Very confident. Sensitive.>>Thinking generous. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look >>for>>information. Must control oneself when criticizing. Able to motivate>>oneself. Understanding. Fun to be around. Secretive. Loves sports, leisure>>and traveling. Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Very>>choosy, especially in relationships. Systematic.>>_________________________________>>

OCTOBER:>>Loves to chat. Loves those who loves him. Loves to takes things at>>the center. Attractive and suave. Inner and physical beauty. Does not lie >>or>>pretend. Sympathetic. Treats friends importantly. Always making friends.>>Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care of>>what others think. Emotional. Decisive. Strong clairvoyance. Loves to>>travel, the arts and literature. Soft-spoken, loving and caring Romantic >>!!!>>Touchy and easily jealous. Concerned. Loves outdoors. Just and fair.>>Spendthrift. Easily influenced. Easily loses confidence. Loves children.>>_________________________________>>

NOVEMBER:>>Has a lot of ideas. Difficult to fathom. Thinks forward. Unique>>and brilliant. Extraordinary ideas. Sharp thinking. Fine and strong>>clairvoyance. Can become good doctors. Dynamic in personality. Secretive.>>Inquisitive. Knows how to dig secrets. Always thinking. Less talkative but>>amiable. Brave and generous. Patient. Stubborn and hard-hearted. If there >>is>>a will, there is a way. Determined. Never give up. Hardly becomes angry>>unless provoked. Loves to be alone. Thinks differently from others.>>Sharp-minded. Motivates oneself. Does not appreciates praises.>>High-spirited. Well-built and tough. Deep love and emotions. Romantic.>>Uncertain in relationships. Homely. Hardworking. High abilities.>>Trustworthy. Honest and keeps secrets. Not able to control emotions.>>Unpredictable>>>>____________________________>>

DECEMBER:>>Loyal and generous. Patriotic. Active in games and interactions.>>Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be>>with. Loves to socialize. Loves praises. Loves attention. Loves to be >>loved.>>Honest and trustworthy. Not pretending. Short tempered. Changing>>personality. Not egoistic. Take high pride in oneself. Hates restrictions.>>Loves to joke. Good sense of humor. Logical.

enjoy! ^^

Monday, April 10, 2006

Some weird test results :P

What does your lips say about you?

Alice, your lips say you've got Understated Charm

Whether you're delivering a sweet smooch or a well-chosen compliment, a kind and centered sweetie like you uses your lips to show how much you care. You're a great listener who's got a knack for knowing what — and what not — to say.Subtle and down-to-earth, you're not totally consumed by fussy fashions or high-maintenance beauty routines. We'd bet you're most comfortable in simple styles that let your genuine self shine through. Seems just right for a go-with-the-flow gal like you!


How Sinful Are You?
Which of the 7 Deadly Sins Affects You Most?

Alice, you're less sinful than the average person.

Still, your sinful tendencies are running just below the surface and could start to affect your choices in life. For example, if you aren't careful, your drive to excel at all costs may ultimately be your downfall. Feeling good about your successes might be a gratifying way to acknowledge your work and position in life. Still, you, in particular, should beware of prioritizing your achievements above other things and using them as a way to feel superior to others. Though you're less sinful than others, this, and the sins you scored highest on can still jeopardize the things that are most important to you. Don't let them.

okay...............................that is really weird XD

Saturday, April 08, 2006

Hmmm........QUESTIONS! :D

hello fellow french fries! i dunno wat to post about and i cant be stuffed writing up another story today..........so............ill ask some random questions! :D ;)

have u ever:
  • thought i was pretty?
  • think that i am weird?
  • wanted to kill me when u were mad at me?
  • thought i was a retard?
  • wanted a hug so badly that u cried?
  • tried to do something even if u knew it wasnt gonna work out?
  • ate any animals raw?
  • done anything really stupid and got the consequences for it?
  • put on makeup?
  • danced in front of me?
  • held my hand?
  • gave me flowers?
  • wanted to hug me?
  • slept on the same bed with a stranger?
  • bought me icecream?

lol these should keep u busy for a while fellow french fries! laters! :D :) ;)

love, kk ^^

Monday, April 03, 2006

Story 7! ^^

hello fellow french fries! the story below is more or less for girls, but boys can also read to get some ideas ^^

The Drumstick of Love

When I was young, I was the only child in my family. Every time my family had chicken, the two legs or drumsticks of the chicken were always mine. Every time my parents took me out for dinner with their friends, the drumsticks were also mine. How can an adult fight for a drumstick with a child?

Then a few years later, my sister came into this world. The drumstick would be given to her first. But luckily, a chicken has two legs, so I still could have one.

After my brother was born, there are no chickens with three legs in this world. Therefore, the unfair rule of the youngest person is the one who get the drumsticks forced me to love to eat chicken wings.

It doesn’t matter if you are poor or rich, every child has had the luxury of drumsticks when they were young and the depression of losing that luxury as they grew up.

There are many negative things about being a grown up.

However, there is one exception. That is when you fall in love. When you go out on a date, if you have chicken, your boyfriend is bound to put the drumsticks into your bowl first (if he loves you enough). The best things are always given to you, you are his priority.

The magical thing about falling in love, is that it makes you turn into a child again……


lol enjoy fellow french fries!
s2 kittykat :)